So I have these playlists I make with songs that I listened to when whatever happened - stages in a relationship, songs that I listened to at a certain time, etc., and the songs all relate to the title, etc. The titles should be poems, I feel like. Just like strung together they tell the story of what my love life the past year looks like:
Milk doesn’t do well with my stomach, so how about we go to the froyo place that just opened up near me? They have mango sorbet that you can load with fruit and it’s basically the best thing in the world. And there are middle schoolers that hang out there sometimes and it’s so fun to make out of the awkward dates that go on :’D
the boyfriend doesn’t get his phone/car/computer/ability to hang out with friends back until the end of june because of the rehab stuff, so we mutually decided there was no point in going out if we couldn’t ever see each other or talk.
he was like “i really like you and as soon as i can live again we can try this again. but this isn’t fair to you and you should be able to date other people until then”
but we all know how boys are
and it’s his last summer before he turns 18 so once he’s free again the last thing he’s going to want is me
bring chips and salsa to my pity party?
i just ate way too much chocolate, watched pineapple express, and hung out with my friend. no school today (inservice day holla), so I’m happy about that.
this is the first time I’ve broken up with someone I didn’t want to
/end grace rant
i feel like we all need those days
where you try on your best dress to feel good about yourself
then throw things at the wall
laugh, say “i’m so stupid” until you can’t
then you cry
and write sad poetry
and then shake your head at yourself when you pass your reflection
and you cancel all your plans
that’s me right now
1. It really was. I literally felt 2 or 3 years of my life add on.
2. I took Comp Gov yesterday and Euro today. And I commend you for being alive! APs are stressful lol.
3. I’m 16. A sophomore. I’m taking 2 APs this year, 2 next year, and 6 my senior year (yes, I’m crazy, yes, I’ve heard).
4. Have some of mine. I just got one asking me if “if I ate you out would your vagina taste like BBQ sauce”. Please for the love of all that is holy take some of mine.
Not as bad as I thought it’d be! We aren’t supposed to talk about the specific questions apparently(?) but the DBQ was a gift so that helped a lot. My friend Peter’s the only one in our school taking World tomorrow :’D
so i found out why my boyfriend’s in rehab.
and all his friends are mad at him.
and his step sister is mad at him.
and his parents are mad at him.
and it’s a shitty situation and
i just want to give him a hug
he might get back tomorrow
hugs all around
hugs for everyone.
Thanks! AP Comp Gov’s today. I can hardly spell ‘comparative,’ I don’t know why they think I’ll be able to get anything above a 2 on this.
I’m going through all of my messages in an attempt to clear my Inbox so I can be actually active again. So I’ll be answering any Anon ones that aren’t time-related (when did x come out) because it probably already did, as well as repeats, etc. Anyway. I’ll get ‘em all out of here and then I can actually do shit. Like write.
1. Yes. I got 4 episodes in, cried like a bitch, and stopped. There’s a post in my FAQ about it.
2. I’ll put it on the list!
3. I’m actually genuinely split between amusement and horror.
4. No idea. I want to go into a double major of Romance Language and Business/Econ, something of that strain. I love people and travelling and yeah. I was thinking PoliSci but I’d rather do Business/Econ. I’ll see where it takes me. It’s a pretty practical major.
1) They are. They really are.
2) The best part about being tiny, though, is that I can buy sports hoodies and stuff for really cheap in the kids section. I wanted a Flyers hoodie and they were like $80 for adults and $35 for kids. Holla. I got a Boys Medium and I was good to go.
3) Hey, did you get your clothes on sale? Because at my house they’re 100% off.
4) My boyfriend’s so smart he does Econ with a graphing calculator <33